still alive, at least mostly. I'm doing overtime tonight, which means I'm exhausted despite having one night off already.
Been rather down this week. Feeling stuck in an emotional rut really, and I know where it stems from, but not how to end it. Tired of blaming myself for everything and feeling all this ungodly guilt.
Weird dreams too. Mammoths last night. How weird is that! Complete with stampede and avalanche.
So yes. October definitely fails, and I'm going to try to make November a better month. Please to goodness better.
Started my cross stitch piece for Goddess of Potholes and Puddles the other day, and apart from the moment of "oh fuck I should have turned on he other light for yellow and yellow," it is going swimmingly.
Here is to a happy Halloween for all of you, and a better month next month.
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